Changes!

For the first time ever...I've changed my hair color!!! What's funny is this is more exciting for me than it was when I cut all my hair off in the first place. After it was gone I didn't really feel much of anything. I can't be quite aure why not but this time around things are different.

Instead of letting my hair just exist I'm actually doing something with it. It's gone from dark brown to a brownish reddish mix of something i can't name. I got excited when my friend told me it's only going to get brighter. It's sooo much longer than I thought. If I straightened it It'd probably be the same length it was before I cut it off. Anywho, changes. I'm reaching out. I used to try and give myself credit for reaching out but it was always quite superficial. The biggest thing that needs to happen and will happen soon is I need to start writing again.

Since third grade I used to write so many poems and songs and anything that popped into my head. But ever since I've been blocked up all i do it think about writing but i never actually put anything on paper. It's probably the biggest sign for me that something wasn't right. I'll tear up and cry or have a mini anxiety attack before I write anything down about how I'm feeling.

So maybe I'll start with a journal or something. I'll let you know how it goes.