Day 1

So something that made me happy today...

I'm going to try and not be superficial so I won't say the fact that I did laundry. Instead I'll choose the fact I decided to start this project. It's another concrete step in the right direction and I think it'll be a good way to track my progress. I also spoke to my mother and we had a semi-honest conversation, which trust me is a huge step. IF everything works out I should even be moving back home the first week of March. I know it'll be rough but I need to stop running away and just face things. My acting teacher once pointed out that I can't tap in to certain emotions because I never sit still. I rarely allow what I'm feeling to hit me where it'll probably hurt most.

So lesson for the day...cut down on evasive maneuvers.